You have no idea how Im feeling. I always seem to question it. But I never really have the courage to talk to you bout it. I keep thinking what will happen next. Im scared. :/

Maybe this was a bad idea. This isnt working. You sed you was going to be careful about it but your not. You dont watch out for the words you say, the things you do.  You use certain ways to hurt me. I dont get it. I keep thinking your wanting something more than what I can give. Its like Im not enough. You say Im all you need but I don believe that. You can say it, but you sure dont show it. You dont need me. You think you do cus I actually stick around for you. I actually care for you, and everything. I show you how I love you..maybe not enough? Idono. Maybe I made a mistake? I shouldnt have let this continue. Maybe I was supposed to let you go and move on. Its hard to decide. Help me. Give me a sign if going thru with you is the right thing to do.

I miss you. Some part of me didnt let you go. You left me. And I keep thinking if your gonna come back anytime soon. But..idono. I dont kno anymore. Alot of our moments are gone. Our lives been divided. I have those what “ifs” in my head. I had wishes that never came true with you. Words unsed. Too choked to say. Everything we had is all gone, nothing left. Do you really want to know the truth? I think about you alot. It hurts because I know I gave up alot for you. It kills me a little more inside every time I see you. You give me butterflies when you shouldnt. I nneed to realize that we werent ment to be. Sometimes I wish we was close like before. Sometimes I wonder why you ever got me thinking I was the one when you fall for others.

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(via gabriellalovestroy, taliboom)

I think your fucked up. Id be straight up and tell you how much you hurt me but thas not gonna make a difference. Your real careless, you kno that? You act like you care but you really dont. You jus cant stand to be alone, but you also cant handle being settled. Stop coming in and out of my life. You dont wanna stick around then stop fuckin coming back. Your wasting my time. I have more important people in my life that can actually help me get thru things. You always bring me up and bring me back down. Its fuckin me up. Sometimes I wish I never met you. Honestly. Cus my life fell apart when you got my hopes up for nothing. I cared bout you HELLA , and you didnt seem to care. So from this point on, I cant really say I give a fuck bout you. But one thing I can thank you for , making me stronger than I thought I could be.